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Y'know, it hurts to know that you're not at the top of the class anymore. I got replaced and I feel ashamed of myself. :')
I got 4th place out of 24 people among my classmate ... And I got no 8 among 105 students
I used to be the one and now I fall into disappointed. I hate myself.
Tomorrow I have an appreciation day and the one who got no1 and 2 receive an award. I am jealous. I worked hard for my place and look what happened... I got replaced. Shit.
I told myself maybe, the place is not for me and I don't deserve it. I will work hard next semester. Thank you.
I don't know how to face myself tomorrow, we also had our report card given tomorrow. Rip my disappointment to everyone.