Nobody

Hi it's been awhile hasn't it?

I was talking to a psychologist at the group therapy thingy I go to, and what made me happy was she said she is proud of me and that when I grow up, I'll be successful. Who knows if thats true, but for now all I can do is hope

I was thinking during church today about how many people I trusted that have betrayed me since December and sweet mother of Gucci....... the world felt like it crashed down. Literally, even the past few days have been a disaster with me losing friends bc of depression. 

My mom and I are actually getting along really well since I cut myself and then ran away on the orchestra trip in canada.... I wonder why XD

Hey mom, I've made a good friend who is sweet and cares about me. Do you care? No. She took the time to write me a motivational message and you were complaining that I only believed her because her name is Jimin. Well guess what. She took the time to do something that you would NEVER do for me. So suck that

Are things good or bad, I'll never know. Sometimes I question everything, but today fortunately is not one of those times. Im just mad that my parents are going back to how they used to be......

Its hard to fly if you never die. But then again, how do you know unless you try?

I'm like 707 in mystic messenger; crippling depression covered nicely with a thin layer of memes

Help, Im sick and lonely. Jk who would want to help me XD

How is it possible that I can even fuck up a relationship with a person I'm dating in a roleplay?