EricaScribner

Honestly... I’m in a really dark place right now. I’m stuck between wanting to live and wanting to die and it’s so frustrating. I realize that I just need to give myself a break but I expect so much out of myself and I can’t help but feel like I’ll never live up to my own expectations of myself. It makes me want to end it all. I know it’s wrong and I’ve come such a long way but yet I continue to feel this exhausting feeling called hopelessness. Even typing this makes me feel pathetic, feeling like I owe it to you all, telling you all why I’m so disgustingly inadequate compared to what I should be. Maybe I’m just not cut out for all of this. It would be so much easier for everyone if I just put myself out of my misery. Everyone would feel a lot better if I were dead.

EricaScribner

Honestly... I’m in a really dark place right now. I’m stuck between wanting to live and wanting to die and it’s so frustrating. I realize that I just need to give myself a break but I expect so much out of myself and I can’t help but feel like I’ll never live up to my own expectations of myself. It makes me want to end it all. I know it’s wrong and I’ve come such a long way but yet I continue to feel this exhausting feeling called hopelessness. Even typing this makes me feel pathetic, feeling like I owe it to you all, telling you all why I’m so disgustingly inadequate compared to what I should be. Maybe I’m just not cut out for all of this. It would be so much easier for everyone if I just put myself out of my misery. Everyone would feel a lot better if I were dead.

EricaScribner

Why do the people we love hurt us the most?

EricaScribner

@_OfficialKitty_ 
            What's bothering me is the fact that I put so much effort into caring for people close to me and I never get anything in return.
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EricaScribner

@_OfficialKitty_ 
            I would say you're correct
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EricaScribner

Learn from this:
          
          Don't judge people by their reputations but by their personalities.
          
          There is no good or evil when you're protecting the ones you love.
          
          If you can leave your pride behind you then you can change your destiny.
          
          Hard work beats talent.
          
          Teamwork and friendship stand above all rules.
          
          Love is worth fighting for.
          
          A life without feeling isn't worthwhile.
          
          Weakness is a choice, not an excuse.
          
          Loneliness can be painful, but love can change someone.
          
          Revenge and hatred only lead to more pain.
          
          Sometimes you have to do the things that bother you most.
          
          It doesn't matter what other people say about you.
          
          Problems should be solved with kindness rather than violence.
          
          You should not only dream of things but achieve them.
          
          Sometimes you have to make sacrifices for the greater good.
          
          Never abandon the living for the dead.
          
          You must never give up on your faith in humanity and your hope for peace.
          
          It is never too late to revert to the right way.
          
          There is no peace without freedom.
          
          No matter what happens in life, never give up.