ErrorSans144

I'm thinking of updating one of my stories 
          	
          	But the question is, which one would you like updated?

User125801

@ErrorSans144 oh ok thx for telling me <3
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ErrorSans144

@User125801 Negative hope is not my story, it was my partner's who deleted their account but gave me permission to post it so if anyone searches for it they can read it still
          	  I can not update it
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ErrorSans144

I'm thinking of updating one of my stories 
          
          But the question is, which one would you like updated?

User125801

@ErrorSans144 oh ok thx for telling me <3
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ErrorSans144

@User125801 Negative hope is not my story, it was my partner's who deleted their account but gave me permission to post it so if anyone searches for it they can read it still
            I can not update it
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ErrorSans144

One day I woke up sad.
          
          At the start I didn't understand why my chest hurt or why I wanted to cry and stay in bed, I didn't understand till I looked at my phone's lock screen..
          
          There, right in front of me was a date I once celebrated..A date that brought me joy now only burns my chest...
          
          That should have been our second anniversary.
          
          I wished I could have opened our chat and wished you a happy anniversary, I also wished I could open it up to apologise for messing everything up before we even met...
          
          I still how we broke apart, I remember when you stopped calling me "great" or "perfect", I remember how it hurt that I felt neglected by you.
          
          I knew you had a second lover and I was supportive like I always were, I only wanted your happiness but didn’t know it would come at the cost of us.
          
          I missed talking to you when you were online and never said a simple hi, I got jealous when I asked about your calls and you send me that screenshot of an 88 hour call..you two talking, laughing, sleeping together on call...saying good morning to each other first thing in the morning, something I could never do..
          
          I missed you and was sad and jealous and felt neglected so I spoke up in a way that was too harsh, I knew I shouldn't have lashed out in that way and I knew how sensitive you are..I never wanted to be that toxic person but I didn't want to feel neglected anymore...
          
          Then you said you were scared of me...I had in that one conversation broke us up didn't I..? I hurt you badly when all I wanted was your attention...I asked for it multiple times but you were always busy so I thought telling you directly that I feel neglected would help but my emotions got out of hand...
          
          That day I had a feeling I didn’t want to believe crying silently in my room after hurting you..I had a feeling we won't continue together...
          
          

Sleep_Deprived720

@ErrorSans144 that's alright to not know what to do. The situation sounds confusing and overwhelming. Take time to write out your thoughts and emotions on this. Then continue by breaking down the situation and such. I'm not sure if it will help much and if you ever need someone to talk or rant to, I'm here <3
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Heygivemehnames

@ErrorSans144 Im glad i could help you !
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ErrorSans144

@heygivemehnames That is already more than I can ask of any of you, thank you
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Iceglow02

Hi. I love your books. I was wondering if you are ever going to update The King is Back? I adore the concept of it and I'd love to see where the story goes.

ErrorSans144

@Iceglow02 I will try to update soon
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