EruannaThranduiliel

*claps hands together*
          	
          	So, my birthday was the 27th and I'm making more realizations about my mental health. Anyone else get to a point that you realize something you're doing isn't healthy, but you're also terrified to change and lose the people that only know you for doing that unhealthy thing..?
          	
          	Oddly specific- sorry peeps, just had a deep conversation at 4am with my sister and we uncovered a LOT of emotional baggage.  Y'all take care of yourselves, and if no one's told you yet: I'm proud of you, I love you, and I value you as a beautiful human being.  You're doing great.

EruannaThranduiliel

*claps hands together*
          
          So, my birthday was the 27th and I'm making more realizations about my mental health. Anyone else get to a point that you realize something you're doing isn't healthy, but you're also terrified to change and lose the people that only know you for doing that unhealthy thing..?
          
          Oddly specific- sorry peeps, just had a deep conversation at 4am with my sister and we uncovered a LOT of emotional baggage.  Y'all take care of yourselves, and if no one's told you yet: I'm proud of you, I love you, and I value you as a beautiful human being.  You're doing great.

EruannaThranduiliel

*sips tea slowly and obnoxiously while making eye contact*
          
          I regularly have to remind myself that likes and comments do not give me more or less value than others and quite frankly I find it pitiful that I as well as our society thinks a number gives us more importance than someone else. Like, no Karen, I'm not going to let people I don't know follow my personal profile just to have a higher follower count. 
          
          Keep this in your mind pals, and know you are the only person who can designate your own worth. Other people can suck it up and get a life of their own outside of judging you. 
          
          *deep exhale over tea cup*

EruannaThranduiliel

Also, if anyone much cares to see how I am (not really important tho since none of you know me) but both of my Grandparents passed in May. Grammy went on Mother's Day, Pumpa went on Memorial Day. That's mostly why I haven't done anything recently, so there's that unneeded info for ya. *shrug* Take care of yourselves, and try your best to stay hygienic- I know it's boring sometimes, but it's important to be healthy. Be safe, guys. <3

EruannaThranduiliel

133 followers?! WHO IS SHE?!? Seriously though, thank you all for that triple digit number, I don't have any content so I can only assume you either like my reading lists or my sketchy personality.
          
           O, thank you all for the birthday wishes also, though I'm nearly a month late. It was pretty decent, though my Father was a dickhead, it was good nonetheless.
          
           Have a brilliant week, and remember to take care of yourselves.