Erzakc

happy new years, i can now say that i have 2020 vision

Erzakc

so, i’d like to just say this.
          
          be grateful for everything and everyone you have. relationships don’t last forever. people come and go from our lives all the time. cherish every moment you have with people. cherish every little thing you’re given. you never know when someone will leave your life. be grateful for every experience and opportunity you are given. 
          
          i wish i had taken this advice sooner. i’m about to lose everything i know, and there’s nothing i can do about it. all of my friends, my school and my extra curriculars. even one of my parents and family. 
          
          i have til the end of my school year to pick which parent i want to live with or if i even want to live with either of my parents. my parents have been divorced since before i could remember, but they’ve always both been in my life. i’m terrified of the thought of losing either one of them. i’ve been a fool. i’ve always been living with my head in the clouds. 
          
          people have died around me to the point that i don’t even cry at death anymore, however, it has still taken me fifteen years to be aware that people aren’t here forever. please don’t take as long as i have. go up to whoever is taking care of you and thank them. tell your friends you love them. join all the clubs in your school. take that ap class. live life to your fullest.

Erzakc

for my birthday i am planning you guys something special but it’s still in planning state. i have a whole chapter wrote out for it, but i’m not gonna publish it until i’ve written the entire story.