Hi guys,
I can’t even begin to explain myself and I know a lot of you probably have lost faith in me. I can’t blame you as to be honest for the last few months I have seemed to lost the faith in myself.
I haven’t been too well lately, and I felt like everything I wrote turned to crap in my hands.
I’ve had small panic attacks of having completely lost myself and my writing for a few months now, with added junk piled on top of me one mess after another... it’s been killing me... and yeah. I wish I could say it’s over but it’s not.
I feel off, confused and half the time scared out of my mind.
I’ve been told maybe I need to talk to someone and that might be true, but I’m not one to tell those tales.
So yeah, I think that’s why I’m here. To say I’m trying, I really am, and I will get there. I have to. For my own sake.
So yes, some of you might think Lunar Noctis will never see its end, but this is me, trying to tell you it will, but it won’t be able to finish unless I get my act together, and that’s why you haven’t seen an update for a while.
I’m sorry to all of you who feels let down, but know this, I feel just as sad about it as you, if not more.
My love and my life lies in writing, and feeling this discouragement inside myself lately that has prevented me from doing what I love is heartbreaking.
But I’m getting there. Lunar Noctis will continue and I will get over my fear of finishing this draft I have lying around with the answers you’re searching for as you enter the last act of the book. Yes you heard me. Lunar Noctis will enter its last phase, and hopefully you’ll love it. Just as much as it scares me to write it.
I know this probably doesn’t make a lot of sense to you guys, but I just had to write this down somewhere, and I felt this was the right place to do it.
I love you all. Please understand and please forgive me.
I really am gonna try to get you the next chapter soon.
Love, MJ.