I’ll be 21 soon. When I created my first account on this app I didn’t think I would make it to my 18th birthday. What I once wrote so long ago added to my delusions of never recovering, never being happy.
Sad thoughts filled thousands of notes and pages.
Back then I seemed so sure of depression being my constant state, inevitably be the death of me.
But tomorrow I turn 21.
I am here.
The fight will never be overlooked, as scars will remind that I was victorious. I fought before I understood the reward of fighting was.
Now I’m at peace with the world, music plays and lyrics dance in my heart. The summer breeze wraps around my body in a cool embrace.
I’m able to listen to the moon and skies exchange because I’m at peace with myself.