Sometimes I get so weird. 
I even freak myself out. 
I laugh myself to sleep, it's my lullaby.

-Avril Lavigne


I'm like a book that if you're not gonna read or even open it, you'll never know me. Just my title and what people say about me. 



I'm the kind of person that settles in the saying, "Whatever happens, happens." but before things happen I overthink about it first and then go with the flow. Haha


I like reading about my zodiac sign Pisces, because sometimes they are true and sometimes they are not. Sometimes they are encouraging, sometimes not. Sometimes they are happening, sometimes just nothing. And sometimes... Sometimes is Me.


Before,,, I thought, I already know myself. That I have found myself. But when my world became bigger and bigger, I found myself lost. And that's when I realize, things. The annoying What Ifs and the torture Overthinking.


And I can't believe myself, I'm writing this as my public description. Lol


I just turned twenty (forpetessakeugh) and I'm now complaining or whining to become a kid again. Because when I turned to my 5year old me? I'll find Neverland and never going back,never growing up. I'll play with Peter Pan and Tinkerbell for the rest of my lif--- this world's life.


And when you ask yourself, WHY I'M SO UNLUCKY? WHY IT FEELS LIKE THE WORLD IS ON MY SHOULDER? and many why's... And there's only one answer of those why's, YOU. Because YOU are the problem so the answer is YOU. But when you ask, WHY OUR COUNTRY IS SO POOR AND STUPID? WHY PEOPLE IN THE WORLD ARE BEING PAIN IN THE ASS? Well, darling you already know the answer.


Waitwaitwait. WAS I RANTING ON MY BIO? Okay. You need to stop now, pea-brain. Stopstopstop.


This has to end.


Any last words?



I'm 20 (no!), still fetus and lost.