TW: s/h
I broke my clean streak a few days ago
It wasn’t even for a good reason
I was just mad
I keep what I used to hurt myself in my pocket
At school I can head into a bathroom and try to get it all out
I can’t talk to anyone on my main social media about it
It’s forbidden
I’ll get banned
My irl friends just consider it normal
Even writing this now I feel the urge to scratch on my skin until it bleeds
It’s never bled before from scratching
But I feel like I need it to