EssentialParanoia
Updating BakuMomo story. Sorry for taking so long.
EssentialParanoia
EssentialParanoia
Sorry, guys. I’m not a great writer or artist, so I’m just discontinuing my stories. No one really likes them, I haven’t updated them in years and they’re overall garbage anyway. So sorry.
EssentialParanoia
@Kayto765 Yeah, I’m sorry friend. I do have a lot of stuff going on, which stresses me out and I always think my stuff isn’t as good compared to other writers/artists I know. I’ll try to get better at my craft though. ❤️
Nito273
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@EssentialParanoia I dont why would you think that, its actually good and I enjoy reading them. Maybe try to enjoy writing, dont pressure yourself too much. You probably have so much going on in your life which happens and makes you hate what you like doing. I mean..you're one of the most passionate writers I am following you have 44 fucking stories that is A LOT!that doesn't mean your writing is bad, you shouldn't care what people thinks anyways, maybe try appreciating yourself and your work cause you deserve it
EssentialParanoia
Thinking of just quitting writing stories for good.
roguescoundrel
@EssentialParanoia To think of oneself being not good enough, is a struggle everyone endures. Many things will try to bring you down, but, like two sides of a coin, many things will try to rise you up. Should you still have that fire to create, but it's stifled by your current struggles, then focus on you, first and foremost. Let that fire soothe from within, albeit small, but always present. Tend to your struggles firstly, so that your fire does not burn out. Focus on yourself, and although I can only say for myself, I am willing to wait. Do what you think is best. To that, I wish you that Lady Luck shall, and will remain at your side, through and through.
EssentialParanoia
@roguescoundrel A lot is going down in my life sadly. I also just don’t think I’m that great of an artist, and in turn, I don’t think I’m that great of a writer either.
KingAwoken
Ayo quick question, no disrespect or anything but you still alive?
EssentialParanoia
A poem for my late big brother:
Words I Didn’t Say
Remember The First Time
You Saw Me Or When I Met You?
Neither Do I
But I’m Glad I Did
And I Bet You Were, Too
Grew Up Fighting
And Playing Together
Yet When Things Were Tough
We Cared Deeply
For One Another
And That’s When I Know
Our Bond Would Be Forever
As We Grew Older
Our Ambitions Grew Bolder
But Before We Stand
Shoulder To Shoulder
Jealousy Came Through
Your Natural Gitfs
All Because I Couldn’t
Get The Gist
But In A Sudden Twist Of Fate
You Soon Began
To Feel The Same
During The First
Of Many Droughts
I Used To Complain
While You Sat Silently
In The Rain
In Spite Of The Pain and Disdain
You Always Had
The Brightest Smile
Through Bleeding Mouths
And Flying Fists We Came
To An Understanding
New Places, Same Ideals
With Slight Changes
No Matter The Number
Of Situations That Were Strange
You Always Stayed The Same
Even When You Strayed
The Straight Path
You Led Me Right From Wrong
Each Verse From Our Songs
Filled With Heart And Soul
More Than You Would Know
Making The Friends We Made
To Follow Behind Your Footsteps
Even Those Far, Wide And Abound
Could Feel Your Warm Spirit
Surround With The Harsh
Yet Honest Sound
Nothing Was Perfect, True
But Every Moment Shined
Brighter With You
One Day You’re Telling Me
“I Love You”
Now Everyone Close Is
Saying The Same
All Of The People You Inspired
Now Want To Do Great Things
In Your Name
Not Out Of Spite Or Shame
But Real, Genuine Respect
The Same Kind You Always Had
Before You Left
I May Not Have You
By My Side, And It’s Truly Sad
But You’re Forever In My Heart
And Could Never Be More Glad
- Love, Jalen
Stay smiling, Kelvin.
EssentialParanoia
Anytime! ☺️
EssentialParanoia
Guys, I’m probably not gonna he active on here much. My big brother just passed away today and it’s too much for me to handle right now. I’m sorry for any inconvenience, but I hope you understand.
EssentialParanoia
@ShinoneColor Very late response but thanks for the kind words. It means a lot to me. ☺️
ShinoneColor
@ EssentialParanoia oh I'm so sorry for your. Please take all the Time you need and take care of urself and your family. Be strong!
Shweta144
@EssentialParanoia I'm sorry for ur lose but please take ur time friend..focus on urself...
EssentialParanoia
Hey all! Today’s my birthday!
EssentialParanoia
@BeMyVessel Aww thanks bro! It’s ending but I did some awesome drawings I’ll show you guys tonight! And I’m more than happy with friends like you around. Hope you’re all good and sorry for the late response. ☺️❤️
EssentialParanoia
Happy New Year, everyone! I’m so glad I could meet so many people, interact with my fans and have a great fan base/community at that. Since I started with MHA on my other account, @NelajRechtas15, I’ll end it here with a song from the new movie as a great end and new beginning to 2020. https://youtu.be/P3HvdBkJQxI Hope you all stay safe, live well and have a happy New Year!
EssentialParanoia
Thank you all for 200 followers! I’m sorry for making you wait so long for stories and updates, so I’m glad you guys dealt with my tardiness (and corniness) for so long. I’ve got something special planned for such an occasion, so I hope you all enjoy it. Thank you all and have a great day!