I know I promised to update...but idk if I have the strength anymore, especially considering the biggest news of my entire life yesterday..i was in pain and sorrow for this beautiful man, who had this wonderful gift who took his life because he was pressured into hating himself thinking he was never good enough when he is absolutly perfect. We loved him so much, and he did a good job. He did a very good job, till the end. We love Kim Jonghyun, and will never forget, and will keep him in our hearts until our own passing. he was such a beautiful man...in his heart soul, and it showed through his voice and his passions. He hid it all, because he didn't want us to hurt. IT was harder for him, because he was famous, as he stated, and said that this life wasn't for him. It was hard for him to breathe, so he took away his breath for himself. And it's not fair. SM, how many more victims? Huh? When will you stop manipulating people into your slaves, and take care? Never? Well good job, you just lost a lot of people and ruined their memories of a close loved one. Again.