@EternalFlameBaby00 Listen, dude. I know exactly what you're going and even had thoughts to depart from this world myself. But, later I realized how much eternal pain I would be causing to not just myself, but to my family who raised me to be the man I am today. The last thing I want is to break their hearts because of something I did. Your friends might not care too much about you but your family does. Talk to them if you're not feeling too well. You have no idea how big the love of a mother and father is. They'll move mountains for you. My family taught me that life is a gift given by God Himself so we could get to know Him personally, know what His Son Jesus did on the cross for us, and spend eternal life with Him. The bad things happening to you isn't because of God, for he is all good, but from our own actions corrupting this world. Come to Him and He will heal you in a way you would least expect. He certainly has for me. If you choose to end your life, you would be rejecting the gift He has given you, and that is the chance to be in His kingdom with Him. Your salvation. Jesus loves you, dude, and He wants to help you, so try to take into consideration in what I just said. Take all the time you need, but please remember that ending your life isn't worth it. I'll pray for you so that God may lift you back up. We're all children of God and I hope to see you in His kingdom one day.
