Just wanted to admit how sorry I am, for everything. A lot has changed over the years and I find myself desperately wanting to be better for you guys, update finally and even write new things. It's just looking back over everything... I like different things now, I have grasped different concepts that my younger self was yet to. I know a lot of my writing is bad, and really the votes and followers I do have would be for my lyrics stories. I have so many ideas and emotions I wish I could share with you... but it's like I have been completely consumed by things like the homework that I don't even do because I procrastinate so badly and struggle to think these days. More so, I struggle to find a sensible thought amongst the horde of all my other ones. I've even noticed in my absence the lack of writing in my life has impacted negatively on myself, it just means everything is pent up. Ah hell guys, but I can feel the words right here with me. Trying to summarise a story from all of these ideas though? It's chaotic. That's the most frustrating thing. Knowing you're capable of doing something yet... at the same time you're not. I know I am only holding myself back, and this is my fault. That is why I'm apologising. That is why I'm so so so sorry to everyone <3 Remember, I am still here. I know my works are waiting for me when I get back my ability to write again. I know you guys are waiting too. All I beg you lend me is your patience. Thank you so much. All of you.
