I wish with all my being that my parents stop telling everyone about everything going on with me, I hate it how everyone is getting to know everything, every little thing that should stay within the confines of our family instead of other ears and minds. I know that they don't understand what is happening with me, hell—its my fault why they don't but I can't tell them. It's so hard to open up about things that have been with me for years. I know that I am in wrong, I was always wrong but I think I do deserve a bit of privacy myself. I hope they can understand that.