EternityBC

Alright sunflowers I want to try something. Can you all address me as a boy for a few days? 
          	
          	I can't have anyone else do it in irl or people will start questioning things but I really want to figure out if I like being called a boy. 
          	
          	My thoughts have been everywhere and things are getting complicated.
          	
          	I greatly appreciate you all for reading this

Solangelo0bssessor

@EternityBC Don't worry about that. If you ever need to tell us anything, don't be afraid to. We'll accept you no matter what
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Bookworm_Dove

@EternityBC  Of course glad ur exploring ur gender
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EternityBC

Alright sunflowers I want to try something. Can you all address me as a boy for a few days? 
          
          I can't have anyone else do it in irl or people will start questioning things but I really want to figure out if I like being called a boy. 
          
          My thoughts have been everywhere and things are getting complicated.
          
          I greatly appreciate you all for reading this

Solangelo0bssessor

@EternityBC Don't worry about that. If you ever need to tell us anything, don't be afraid to. We'll accept you no matter what
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Bookworm_Dove

@EternityBC  Of course glad ur exploring ur gender
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EternityBC

"Being 'annoying' just means you have a personality. The people who call you that are boring and trying to be 'normal'. Don't let anyone dim your weird side." Quoted by yours truly.
          
          Anygays, my birthday is this Sunday. Ngl I can't believe I survived this long...

Leo_finn

@EternityBC  happy early bbday, i lve the quote and 'anygays' thats so dam good
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Bookworm_Dove

@EternityBC      happy early birthday im saying this now cause im busy on sunday and your quote is really good im also happy youve survived this long so we could "meet".
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EternityBC

Hi sunflowers!! 
          
          I got my hair cut short yesterday! :D Ngl it's shorter than I want but I still like it! It's hair and will grow back.
          
          It was weird today, my dad jokingly called me his son because of my hair and like I can't express how much joy I got from that.
          
          So I'm back to questioning myself again...
          
          But anygays, my mom has no idea about my haircut because I didn't tell her. She's against me cutting my hair short. So tomorrow, I'll be seeing her and she's going to flip! I love chaos, hehe. 
          
          I hope you all had an awesome weekend! Go eat or drink something, sunflowers!

strangecreature123

@EternityBC oooOOoo yess!! tasty chaos!!
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Bookworm_Dove

@EternityBC    congrats on getting your hair short :)
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EternityBC

Why is coming out so hard!!!
          
          My dad isn't homophobic but he's still very confused about it! I'm pretty darn sure my mom's bisexual. And my sister finds it weird. 
          
          Like I'm crying over here. I haven't even told my friends about me being apagender! (If you know me irl, you didn't see this) 
          
          There's also the fact I see my grandparents all the time and I'm pretty sure they are homophobic. 
          
          Does anyone have any tips??? Any advice will be gratefully appreciated! 

EternityBC

@Superb_Kat aw thank you so much :D <3
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Superb_Kat

@EternityBC First of all, Congrats on realising an amazing and unique trait of who you are! Secondly, I’ve been in a similar situation before, so I totally get how tough this feels. My advice would be to take things slowly and start with someone you trust the most. If you’re confident your mom might understand, maybe try telling her first — she could even help you talk to your dad and sister when you’re ready. As for your grandparents, you don’t have to rush that. It might be easier to wait until you feel comfortable and they’re in a good mood or open to listening. The most important thing is to go at your own pace and not pressure yourself — you deserve to feel safe and supported when you share this.
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EternityBC

Ngl hate does not make sense to me. 
          
          Like why hate someone else just for being themselves? I see getting annoyed by certain people but that doesn't give you the right to hate!! 
          
          I wish for all the haters out there to find peace and heal from whatever made them so bitter. 
          
          Why can't we all just get along for once? Why can't we all just hug? 
          
          I don't like when people use their trauma as an excuse to be mean. Like I'm sorry you went through that but there are so many other ways to express your feelings and such. 
          
          Anygays sunflowers
          
          Love who you love 
          
          Be who you are
          
          Dress how you want 
          
          Eat how/what you want
          
          Do things that you love
          
          Watch/read what you want to
          
          Dream how you want to
          
          LIVE HOW YOU WANT TO!! 
          
          LOUDLY!!
          
          Have a fantastic day/nights sunflowers! 

wolfstar_is_canon

@EternityBC yeah, he's okie, sorry that was a bit much lol....
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EternityBC

@wolfstar_is_canon oh I hope your cousin is doing ok
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wolfstar_is_canon

@EternityBC yess, I agree completely, my cousin's dad is so mean to him, but it's always excused as 'he's just stressed.' like, no?? My cousin's 18, I'm sorry, but one, how is it possible to be stressed for 18 years straight??? And two, you shouldn't let stress interfere with how you interact with *your child* anyway!
            
            (Sorry for ranting, I just really agree with you lol!)
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EternityBC

I hate waiting!!!  
          
          I get my hair cut short on the 30th but that's too long of a wait!!!! 
          
          I just want my hair shorter!!

EternityBC

@AN_APAGENDER_pancake :o really!! That'll be so cool :3
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Bookworm_Dove

:0 i have short hair we can be twinsies :3
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EternityBC

Hello sunflowers! 
          
          I posted a new chapter on About Me (100 Followers) 
          
          It has a lot more information about what's going on with me. I advise you to go read it real quick.
          
          But I'm slowly starting to get back motivation so I might come back soon. 
          
          I don't know when, it will probably be really random. But my content will probably change. I kinda lost my interest in PJO (sadly). 
          
          Anygays, have an awesome day/night my sunflowers!