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I don't want to live anymore!

Dear _________, 
          
          
          I don't know why I'm writing this but I am...you don't have to read if you don't desire.....recently I Havnt been myself at all I've been acting to the best ability but i. Reality I'm not ok ...i don't want to eat anymore ...I don't want to live anymore im in a nonstop loop of voices and hallucinations and flashbacks and nightmares .....I'm numb again and warning this is gonna get graphic and very thrown together and messy ......I don't know if I can live .....and I don't just mean this for suicide reasons ...my mind and my body are giving in on me and as much as I say I wanna die ....I don't want to say good bye I love you so much ____ don't forget that please I tried to get better I swear but I don't know if you can fix me .... And I don't know if you can help....and I swear I don't regret anything ...I would die to spend more time with you and clutch into you and never let go ..."and all the kids cried out please stop your scaring me" I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry 
          
          
          
          I want to get better
          
          
          
          I want to be normal
          
          
          Arnt I a lovely child!?
          
          
          
          Fuck it ......look _____ I'm sorry so sorry so sorry 
          
          
          
          
          Why are you reading this .....I'm.nothing ...I ceice to exist ...just like I ceice to matter anymore 
          
          

That moment your steam stopped working mid download

"That moment your not sure wheather you should go die in a hole or you should light your own house on fucking fire and watch everyone else burn around you as the flame slowly engulfs you as Well "
          
          -Ethan 2018

Hello ethan, or should I say hello crankgameplays 

That's so gAy