Ethereal-san

Now I want to write a poetry book now welp I will try but it's in my draft if it still incomplete la ┐⁠(⁠‘⁠~⁠`⁠;⁠)⁠┌

Ethereal-san

Incomplete & Still Editing
          
          A Friend.
          
          
          My Only Real Friend,
          The one that I truly cried,
          The one that stayed, 
          With me until the very.. end?
          
          I don't know,
          What will happen to me,
          If i truly give them the trust,
          That they want,
          What will they bring me?
          Maybe, 
          Worst than living?
          Maybe,
          Worst than realizing,
          What will they do to 
          get me sumbit to 
          my worst enemy,
          My hope,
          My trust,
          My feelings,
          Was it all a joke to them?
          Was it a good to pass the time?
          To trample upon,
          To pushed and crushed me down,
          With no mercy,
          So deep that I can't even 
          crawl back up so easily.
          
          Is it worth it?
          Is it worth the risk?
          Is it worth the pain?
          That will bring me the trauma,
          That will never erased in my brain.
          
          
          
          Welp my brain blacked out¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

Ethereal-san

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          Incomplete 〡 Still editing
          
          
          I don't know what I'm doing
          All I know is nothing, yeah
          I'm dumb, stupid, and "naive"
          But why am I here?
          Have a Wattpad Account,
          I don't know if I should laugh or
          If I should cry and pity myself
          Having informations, and
          infamous unspoken words
          But at the end it still there
          Waiting to be used