Ethuryx

Ah, writing a fanfic is hard.
          Writing the Word itself, is hard in a sense of matter.
          
          — as a writer who’s starting out stories with fan fiction that i have a bit too much diverse drafts about my oc? and especially if working with complex systems, research about core concepts or canon lore / extra details and stuff. let’s also say this character is often studying or more so im using him as a lens to study completely different things and complex subjects.

do i really deserve to write?
          to be called a writer?

What must be faced is seldom gentle. Accept it, and step forward without hesitation. Time favors neither the timid nor the reckless.