@EuneunoiaMuzda Aw, I'm sorry. But, you know, there is a way to feel better, despite your situation. I know you might not want to hear this, but it really really helped me when I felt at my worst. Tell God what the problem is and ask Him for help. Just talk to Him like you talk to anybody else. It says in His word that anything you ask for in His name you will receive - just ask Him to help you, whether it be help in an outside situation or an inside, emotional situation. I have seen Him answer me so many times! Sometimes, God allows a situation to get bad so that you turn to Him so He can show you how much He loves you and how good He is! Jesus loves YOU so much!! ❤ I'll pray for you, my friend. Just hang in there and ask God!! ❤❤❤