I'm so confused... there are people still voting on my stories and commenting... It's been at least several months since I've been active, and likely over a year (I'm not paying attention, but I know it's been a long time.) since I've posted any chapters. Is everyone just hoping that I eventually come back? Or do you/they just like the pain of not knowing when - if anything will ever be updated?
Also, I apologize to everyone I just up and left w/o warning, truly. As much as I want to keep blaming it on the lack of inspiration and motivation, I can't. I've slowly begun to write again (not sure if I'll ever post any of it) and I've been more active physically, as well as actually being challenged academically. (I've began neglected my school work since Covid really hit.)
So, it's more like I feel as though not too much is interesting here on Wattpad. If anyone would like to help me come back, you're welcome to try. I truly do miss roleplaying and chatting with the people here but I can't seem to manage being consistent with my activity. (I never have, but I think you get the point.)
Simply chatting w/ me or recommending a book you really like on here and would like to share with me might help.
Even roleplaying with me (starting slow, with likely small replies on my part) would be nice - if anyone is willing to take that risk and be patient with me should I disappear for weeks and even months at a time.
If you decide to go with that, then I ask, after several days with no response from me, please begin to pressure me. I have long ago found that I work well under pressure because w/o it, I don't work. (That is a quote - or close enough to it - that I found recently on Instagram. I knew this, but it didn't truly register until I read said quote.)
