Richie

God. Okay. Hi. I'm not dead. But god, have I gone through a lot of changes. Might rewrite some old fics, I don't know. I literally just regained access to this account like 10 minutes ago.

Hey, I just wanted to say, your fursonas are epic, and I love them. Also, I’ve noticed you like Supernatural, can we please talk about the ending, please please?

Okay. Hi. I know I said that I'd be on more often, and that I'd update some books, but shit went down, & I wasn't able to. But its now the summer, and I'm determined to finish Timelord Tears, and the rest of the series, in turn. And thats what I wanted to talk about. In Timelord Tears (& the two books to follow ), I'm dating @HunterOfTheUnknown, but in real life, we broke up last November. Thats the main reason I've been putting off writing it. It hurts too much, and its too awkward for me to wrote as if we're still together. So I'm going to make some changes. I'll restart the book, and substitute Nicole for someone else. I'll keep the character female, because that has significance later on. But... I don't know. Its just, she's moved on & found someone new, while I'm single, depressed, & hoping that we could get back together even though I know she no longer sees me that way. I feel that changing this aspect of the story & not forcing myself to harbour the idea that we're still together & not dwelling on the could-have-beens will be good for me. It'll help me move on, and hopefully I can find someone new. Anyways, I hope you all understand. 
          ~ Eva

To be completely honest, I don't think Timelord Tears is ever going to be finished....
          I haven't been able to come up with anything. I know what I want to write, but I can't write it. I have ideas for TWO MORE BOOKS, also. It's killing me. I've almost killed myself, for God's sake.
          I have a lot of anxiety and stuff, if you guys didn't know. I can't write like I used to. I don't know what happened. It started when my parents found out I wrote smut. Ever since then, I haven't really been able to write as fluently or as nicely as I did before. Smut is totally out of the question. I can't write that at all. It sounds like a five year old with some understanding of sex wrote it.
          I'm so sorry. To all of you. I... I just can't. I've tried so hard to do this. Everything is slipping away from me. I'm failing all my classes. My friend group is hardly staying together anymore. I can feel the tension growing. I don't even want to finish high school. Or go to college, for that matter. My  life is falling apart.
          I'm so sorry. I hope you understand. If any of you even read this. ~Eva

Holy fuck wow I actually logged on for once hey how's it going
          I really need to work on Timelord Tears it's been like three years since the end of Angel Wings @HunterOfTheUnknown I am so sorry I'll start it now

Hey, guys. So, I'm changing accounts. My new account is @Krisanthymum
          go follow it if you want to keep in touch with me!! I will be switching all of my stories over to that account.

Wow. Hi. It's been a while. I'm back. ^.^ I'll try to log on every day.

I'm having a big sad. ;-;

I don't say bae. Bae means shit. I say babe.

I want to be a 2-D animator. But I don't have the software or skills. ;-; Ugh.