Evaylin~

Something happened and I don't even know how to write...

I really need to be alone or I am going to die inside for ages.. oh my, I need space, but I have no heart to send people.. my sanity on the line.. I need to write but why people cant stop questioning what am I doing? Expressing any expression when writing not that bad isn't? And they just 'are you okay' or 'why you laugh alone'?
          Wtf man, leave me alone with myself, is not like I am crazy or insane, I am just enjoying the flow of the story.. whats wrong with that?! It's suffocating and irritating.. 
          I don't know where to vent anymore..sorry..

after few months out from wattpad and about to continue the story that I left behind, and re-read it again to write more, I be like, 'wow, how could I make it that way?' or 'am I really think this way?' or 'just what the hell happened in this story?'
          and somehow I amazed with the story that I almost ( or already) forget the plot, just i don't even remember how I make the sentences out of my mind while what I can thinking now just a simple like 'yes' or not'.
          and I also be like, fucked it up, just write whatever and see how it ended.. 
          the absence is really a disaster., I feel sorry the story itself..

So complicated.

three different stories with three different way of writing.. wow..

when everything turns back to you...

I read too much reincarnated story @@

Know I understand what they experienced in the ‘inception’ movie...

Great.. I need to communicate.. 

Thats what people called ‘moral’...