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1 more till 40!

When fine shyt is so fine ur friends say he looks like a lil gremlin
          
          (He prlly doesn't even like me back-)

i am a mistake.
          i am a problem.
          i am a monster.
          i am a bad guy.
          i am an afterthought.
          i am a caretaker.
          i am a therapist.
          
          i am the eldest daughter.

SO
          I DID IT
          ELIZA AND ETHAN HAVE MATCHING PFPS THAT SAY “I Love Him” AND “I Love Her”
          BUT
          BAD NEWS
          MY OTHER FRIEND ALSO LIKES ETHAN AND NOW THEYRE NOT TALKING

Why am I still being called ugly?
          
          Why are they still calling me ugly?
          
          I changed my personality and looks.
          
          That’s not fair.

It's 4:56 am rn and I'm peacefully writing this like someone couldn't walk in on me any moment 
          
          I have problems but we all do so who cares? T-T

btw my irl name is not evelina/elina/ev i js go by it online

"ITS 12:34 AM BITCHES AND I DONT HAVE PLANS ON SLEEPING."
          
          She says as she feels her eyes succumbing to the desire of sleep :D

I HATED TODAY T-T
          
          (I posted my first entry in my online diary, that will explain it)

waaaaaot girl I told my mom about mateo and she was like "maybe he just doesn't know how to interact with girls." and I was like waaaaait actually that's probably it! girlie, maybe he actually does like you right but he has no sisters or any girl friends and he doesn't know how to I tract with girls properly and he thinks what she's doing is fine T-T