Sometimes feeling empty is good( well for me) , I reminisce a lot of what would fulfill me, it is like a new starting point, I empty myself of everything negative. I am numbing myself, in order to observe once I got what needed to observe(my goal, objective, a flowing source) , I refill myself carefully cause each drop that I'm pouring in would eventually affect me so I take my time and fill myself feeling stable, growing and reaching the peak of my re-initialisation. (This is my deep overthinking moment)