Ew-I-Hate-My-Name

Or no, maybe Janus would sing it instead....

Ew-I-Hate-My-Name

I feel like Virgil would sing Behind Blue Eyes (it's an oldie, but my parents are older than most, so, I listen to older songs a lot) 
          
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          No one knows what it's like
          To be the bad man
          To be the sad man
          Behind blue eyes
          And no one knows what it's like
          To be hated
          To be faded to telling only lies
          But my dreams they aren't as empty
          As my conscience seems to be
          I have hours, only lonely
          My love is vengeance
          That's never free
          No one knows what its like
          To feel these feelings
          Like I do
          And I blame you
          No one bites back as hard
          On their anger
          None of my pain and woe
          Can show through
          But my dreams they aren't as empty
          As my conscience seems to be
          I have hours, only lonely
          My love is vengeance
          That's never free
          No one knows what its like
          To be mistreated, to be defeated
          Behind blue eyes
          An no one know how to say
          That they're sorry and don't worry
          I'm not telling lies
          But my dreams they aren't as empty
          As my conscience seems to be
          I have hours, only lonely
          My love is vengeance
          That's never free
          No one knows what its like
          To be the bad man
          To be the sad man
          Behind blue eyes

Ew-I-Hate-My-Name

The sadder I get, the bigger smile I have. 
          
          I need to stop saying these thing on social media, I'm just being an attention whore

Ew-I-Hate-My-Name

And yet, I'm still doing this all in the public world of Wattpad, when I could just talk to someone around me that has said they would be more than happy to talk about my problems
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Ew-I-Hate-My-Name

Your fine, and thanks for being there. And I'm not going through anything, that's why I hate it.  It's absolutely horrible to have amazing friends saying that they love you no matter what and are there for you, yet you feel like they hate you anyways. And that your parents despise you even after countless times of telling you that your amazing and that they will live you no matter what. And- and-its just- I feel like crying and yelling and dying  for absolutely no reason whatsoever. Somethings just wrong with me.
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