EwImSmiling
Not that anyone cares but
I'm gonna be active less often
Also amos if ya want @lillyk1014
Comment if you do though so ik to add u back
Cuz I get a lot of random adds
EwImSmiling
EwImSmiling
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Are you ever scared to fall asleep, but terrified of staying awake
I get so in my head at night
Sleep makes us vulnerable
You never know what you'll dream abt
Dreams can fuck your shit up
They can make you feel a certain way for hours- or even days- abt something that never happened
While you're asleep, someone could break into your house and rob you
Or kidnap you
Or murder you
Or rape you
Or do anything they fucking want
And you wont know until it's too late
Unless you're lucky
Some wake up in time
I'm afraid one day I'll need to wake up, and I wont.
Sleep can be the death of us
But it can also be our savior
Sometimes sleep is the only escape from a terrifying reality
But sometimes
Falling asleep
Pushes you straight through a door
A door to old memories you dont want to fucking remember
A door to your greatest fears
A door to death
But you'll never know
Until you wake up
And by then
It's too late
MeiczyslawMcCall
@EwImSmiling That sucks so so bad! Dreams are way worse cuz it's like you're actually there in that place experiencing everything I used to but I just surpress everything which makes me stay up and think vividly instead.
MeiczyslawMcCall
@EwImSmiling No I think that's understandable really. I get it, and sometimes I don't like because of it but mostly thoughts keep me up. Overtime I've just started to not dream or it's rare to remember anyway
EwImSmiling
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Anyone else just throw on like alternative rock or screamo or sum shit to fall asleep to at night
I find it soothing
Is that bad
Not sure
Oh well
EwImSmiling
Anyone on here who's chosen to be friends with me-
Why
Why would you do that to yourself XD
I wouldn't be friends with me-
But thanks for talking to me and stuff and being cool
Ily guysss
<3
charliesangel-
spencer is mine ;)
EwImSmiling
Rebellion exists only because of rules-
Without rules, there can be no rebellion
EwImSmiling
My baby brother (7 months old) really just took a bag of chips off the living room coffee table, brought them all the way across my house, crawling, into my bedroom, not getting a single crumb anywhere, sat in the middle of the floor in my bedroom, and shook the OPEN bag around. Chips are e v e r y w h e r e
EwImSmiling
@MeiczyslawMcCall He proceeded to crawl around my room and crush them all into the carpet with his knees
EwImSmiling
Ok-
I just read the lyrics all the way through
A little too relatable for me
That doesn't seem good
https://youtu.be/Y9mRl9tW3kE
MeiczyslawMcCall
@EwImSmiling Holy crap that songgg I haven't heard it in ageeessss.. Epic tho Also I feel the same
EwImSmiling
"If you can't hang then-
there's the door baby"
MeiczyslawMcCall
@EwImSmiling Yeah I do that constantly. Both lyrics and references are just my personality
EwImSmiling
"I woke up it was 7
I waited 'til 11
To figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own"
This actually happened to me this morning
Except 10 not 11
A mood though
Th at s all