Heapass

I have to stop crying. My eyes are so swollen and I’m getting so dehydrated

I’m in so much pain bruh I had to take a Motrin earlier. Told my teacher I won’t be able to come to class today due to too much pain so I’ll be staying home today, maybe clean and do stuff that I can do so I don’t just stay in bed anxiously waiting for more pain to hit

My hair is completely changed from the red I had before to the dark brown I have naturally with a bit of red highlights so I oughta change my pfps on my socials and stuff. One of them I haven’t changed since like 2021 lmao

So many books to read on here, so little motivation to read them anymore (mainly because I’ve been reading on other platforms oop-). Anyways I think I’m bisexual now

So- I guess I began ovulating after I stopped taking birth control and now my drive has been higher than normal??? I even started listening to nsfw audios from male creators because it felt so good and now I’m contemplating my sexuality. I identify as lesbian, always have since I realized at 13 and now I’m 19 and I’m thinking that I might be bisexual with all these thoughts of “who would be taking my first??? Man or woman???? Fuuuuu-” and I’ve been feeling the need for someone to help me satisfy my needs so I keep listening to those audios, especially the ones that are dominating and it’s been over two weeks that I’ve been feeling this need and longing with all these dreams of me having a boyfriend and being all soft with someone instead of my usual neutral feelings for people. I really hope this is gonna be resolved soon cuz I’m gonna go crazy 

I really don’t wanna go to gym class… this whole week has been so long even tho it’s just Wednesday now

It feels really nice to be home for spring break but my bed broke my back since I’ve been sleeping in a softer bed instead of the really firm bed I have over here

Haven’t been on here in a while um… I dyed my hair red again and now my makeup has more steps lmao anyway hi how y’all doing

Lmao I’ve been putting changing my smoke detector batteries on the back burner for like three months now because I don’t know how and then earlier I watched a video of how to change it and it’s literally so simple geez I just need a 9 volt battery lolololollll

Drunk bastard parents. We went to a bar cuz we wanted to have fun and then at the end my mother got mad at my father claiming that he’s flirting with the bartender when he’s just trying to be nice and telling her to keep me safe whenever I go back there. So I ordered an Uber to go back to the hotel they’re staying at and we were coming back with tears and then just to make things worse some prick left some suspicious liquid in front of our door that looks like urine when will this end I just wanna go to sleep