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i haven't been here for a while
but i needed to say something somewhere
i dont know what the problem is because, you see, just last week i was as fine as i could get
i thought i could last longer, thought i could get better. thought maybe once i was older and off to college id be good.
i thought i could wait
but as of right now
i don't know if i can make it
and i know im a fucking idiot for writing out my problems to some people i dont know instead of getting help
but this is as close as im ever going to get to saying something
so,
im sorry.