Ehhh...
My motivation is still gone.
It probably won't come back for a while. I'm really sorry, guys. I've been beating myself up because of this. I don't know how or why I'll regain motivation to do anything, but for now, I'm stuck.
At first, I thought I just didn't have enough time to write because of school. When I told myself to recognize periods of free time and use it to write, I did. However, I soon noticed that I couldn't even think of anything to write about, so I opened up writing requests on another website/app.
That failed miserably.
I stressed myself out over it and got absolutely none of them done. I'm sure I left people disappointed, and they're right to be. I analyzed that I couldn't even BEGIN any of the requests. I knew what it was. I had experienced it before and I was experiencing it again.
Writer's block.
Loss of motivation.
Hopelessness.
Anxiety.
I still don't know how to get rid of it. I don't know if I'll write at all until summer. Whatever happens, I hope you can forgive me. I apologize for my stupidity and holding back progress on A Forgotten Past. I haven't updated it in ages.
I'm sorry.