exotic dox

good day ^w^
          i've been feeling more like myself, so i've been trying to get back into creating things!! unfortunately, theatre does not like to give me the required time. despite that, i have been trying my best to write when I can.
          
          i've jotted down around 30 short story ideas (since ideas are what i tend to lack most), wrote one (about a non-hnk oc), and finally have the means to consistently refer back to hnk's manga if i need to study a character!! i've been having more time lately, so if nothing goes awry, i should be able to set up for continuous progress :3 i have the means to predict when i will not have time, so everything should hopefully be okay.
          
          oneshot collection should pop up this week, though it still needs to be filled. ideas always appreciated :3
          
          -exoticdox

hello everyone ^^
          
          it's been a loooong time. i don't have much to say except maybe to give some context as to why i've taken forever and ever to get anything done (that of which i would like to formally apologize for)
          
          i'll start off with what's had me struggling the most: school!! i am!! still in highschool!! in several honors programs!! i am allergic to imperfection. this has led to me having minimal time to write... though i am trying my best to effectively manage my time so i can finally make some progress on pretty much anything.
          
          carrying on with that, last year was probably the worst one i've had, as far as I can remember. i've struggled very very badly with motivation for a long time, and unfortunately my mental health issues decided to spontaneously worsen tenfold. i'm recovering, i'm grounding, and i'm just trying to take care of myself like a normal person for once.
          
          finally, (this one ties into the first thing,) i've been trying to do something that i just can't do yet. i don't have much of any experience writing stories, and i think what's been holding me back the most is that i set the bar impossibly high. i'm learning, i'm growing, and i easily forget that.
          
          it's silly of me to promise things i don't know if i can attain, but i know i can promise this: 102 will be done. it will be completed. i just need practice first. i need to improve as a writer. it's unrealistic to start out with my magnum opus, so from here on out, i'll do what i can. small things, simple works, baby steps.
          
          i deeply apologize for the wait, the empty promises, and the disappointment. i strive to improve, if not for strangers on the internet, then for myself.
          
          thank you for waiting, have a wonderful day :3

You still alive dawg ;-;

so I'm alive, hello
          
          and I'm writing
          
          a oneshot
          
          so I at least have something while y'all wait
          
          good to be back :3

Hello you still alive just checking :]
          
          
          

yo :3 I'll probably randomly reappear around christmas or so
          
          might make a stupid oneshot thingy in the meantime.. >:3

hiya
          
          I exist, supposedly
          
          so I may or may not be working on something