ExoticWaffle

I really wanna get back into writing and post something but idk how, I feel like my finals completely ruined my confidence in writing and I kinda hate everything I've written :')
          	
          	I also feel like I never have motivation, I have so much ideas but no motivation to do them :(

1430shua

@ExoticWaffle aw thats fine i hope ur okay tho 
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ExoticWaffle

I really wanna get back into writing and post something but idk how, I feel like my finals completely ruined my confidence in writing and I kinda hate everything I've written :')
          
          I also feel like I never have motivation, I have so much ideas but no motivation to do them :(

1430shua

@ExoticWaffle aw thats fine i hope ur okay tho 
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ExoticWaffle

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Lmao, I finished my Finnish finals today and I felt good when I was writing my essay but now I just feel like it fucking sucked :'D I feel like I'm gonna fail although surely it wasn't that bad...
          
          But lmao, all the tips I read last night said if you believe in yourself you're more likely to do really well, so I went there today full of confidence and telling myself I'm great at writing and shit bc everyone keeps telling me so and I won some writing thing when I was like 9yo and look where all that confidence got me! Now I'm convinced I was way over confident and completely fucked it up! :D

ExoticWaffle

My online class just started and when the teacher asked how we're doing someone joked that they're still alive, then the teacher said that that's good because being alive means you get extra credit... Out of all the days, today is not the day I wanna hear jokes like that...

ExoticWaffle

Creepy bugs forced me out of my room and now I'm gonna sleep in the living room/my dad's room tonight... And I only slept 1 hour last night and I'm tired af but I don't feel like sleeping bc of the panic attack the bugs gave me... I hate my life, I hope I can at least get that discounted boba tomorrow...
          
          Seriously, I wanna sleep so bad but at the same time I don't, I'm too stressed...

ExoticWaffle

I hate it when I have a fic I'm really proud of and wanna post but at the same time, I'm too scared because I know that a bunch of people are gonna send me hate because of it and my mental health is really crappy rn because of people doing that lately... I just wanna share something I'm proud of but at the same time I don't because I'm 100% sure that at least someone is gonna hate on it and cause me to have a breakdown that I really don't need rn :')