Expert_s0lv3r

Hey so I played with a balloon for an hour and now I have mostly just one single stream of thought and now with the lack of noise in my head is it always this quiet but loud at the same time like I'm picking up on the smallest sounds wtf I feel like a very old but sweet dog looking at something that isn't there and you don't quite know if it sees the light or if it's communicating with the ghosts that haunt you but I feel that on a spiritual level like audibly if that makes sense?
          	
          	Is this how people who say they only have one thought process at a time experience this world? 
          	
          	I only stopped playing because it fell under my bed. Idc. It's penny-wises now. I lost my balloon rights to the bed I guess.

Expert_s0lv3r

Hey so I played with a balloon for an hour and now I have mostly just one single stream of thought and now with the lack of noise in my head is it always this quiet but loud at the same time like I'm picking up on the smallest sounds wtf I feel like a very old but sweet dog looking at something that isn't there and you don't quite know if it sees the light or if it's communicating with the ghosts that haunt you but I feel that on a spiritual level like audibly if that makes sense?
          
          Is this how people who say they only have one thought process at a time experience this world? 
          
          I only stopped playing because it fell under my bed. Idc. It's penny-wises now. I lost my balloon rights to the bed I guess.

Expert_s0lv3r

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OHHHH i'm laughing my ass off here-
          
          Basically if anyone looks at other comments and stuff, you'll see people who talk about art and stuff without talking about money
          To summarise- ONE BIG SCAM. And I am fully aware each time. 
          I have gotten three I think attempts at people doing that. And I laugh at the world each time and go along for a bit because I am MESSY like that- also teaches them it simply doesn't work so yk morals. If you're an author please do keep in mind to just not interact with people like that though, they expect money, they're scammers, I do it with fully separate emails and accounts for my own safety, and real fanartists don't ask to go into DMs talking about deals and whatnot. Stay safe out there.
          
          If there's any actual fanartists who want to draw something from my works though, I am open to it, and will shout it out in my chapters- you can post photos and gifs in comment sections anyway. 
          
          Moral is- I'm a messy bitch and you should stay safe on the internet :3 Also go check out my new fic :3

Expert_s0lv3r

yoyo go check out my new fic >:D 
          My hero Academia, Angst, and a bit of sillyness without a particular direction where I want it to go! Just tormenting certain charachters while the next chapter is silly!!! Emotional whiplash my beloved<3 
          Anyway go read it gogogogo

Doctorslash

hiii! how have you been? I love your doll story by the way, shits peak

Doctorslash

@Expert_s0lv3r peakkk,  ill check it out now
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Expert_s0lv3r

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@Doctorslash AAAWWWW DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT AT ALL, no I just really want to finish this because I'm cooking and what better time to write shit to make others cry than when I'm being an angsty teen myself, yk? New chapter out btw
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Doctorslash

@Expert_s0lv3r its no problemmmm, and you can work on other stories if you want, dont feel chained down to this one (as good as it is). Im sure whatever you cook up will be just as good :D
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Expert_s0lv3r

So basically I've got zero sense of online safety so here's a discord I made specifically for Wattpad writing since some people started putting their discords into their comments!!!!
          
          4bs0lutes0lv3r
          
          Go friend me if you feel like it, particularly those who comment often (love you all)

Expert_s0lv3r

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When you read so many fics that they start referencing eachother and you stay up untill 4 in the morning every day because you're reading so much and have no fucking life!!!
          
          Aka, save me please, I can't stop reading. My brain has consumed more words, angst, fluff and more angst I am making references in real life and my vocabulary is improving when it's SUMMER BREAK.
          
          I might write a bit today, idk, insomnia hit hard and I don't want to read more because I've read at least 2 million words in the past few days and I wish I was kidding. I have no life. Fucking help me.

Expert_s0lv3r

I fear I may have hit some sort of writers block. Will hopefully update within the next few weeks.
          
          Also I joined a dead fandom and all the fics are on cliffhangers or discontinued or abandoned so that's unfortunate 
          
          I will be trying to get my mind back to writing, I'm sorry it's been so long, and I swear I'm not abandoning Dearest Sister it's just that I'm busy dealing with life!!!! Murder drones is a hole nothing else can quite fill in my heart, I'm not abandoning Dearest Sister at all. I can't promise the same about anything else but I'm really trying to bring myself to writing but writer's block is terrible :(
          
          I will see you all whenever I get a grip and get to writing, this is my formal apology for the lack of updates and I'll just wait out my writers block but hopefully it'll be over soon. Thank you for your patience, and I bid you a good day untill next time!

Expert_s0lv3r

Happy pride month ppl!
          
          Gonna try to get some chapters out but school and life are everywhere, but you know what it's fine :3
          
          Also WHO'S READY FOR HOT GIRL SUMMERRRRR (likely gonna spend it indoors trying to convince myself to read Bllk instead of fanfics and whatever else I can find fanmade instead of the actual thing)
          
          Anyway, hope y'all have a good pride month or lesbian apocalypse or whatever you're doing this month! Have a good month, people!

Expert_s0lv3r

New chapter, alive author (barely) 3am crash out core over WiFi not working, everything is fine, I am so cooked with my not-so-important test today, it's fine, and I hope y'all like the new chapter because I'm going to be falling asleep tomorrow in lessons with how terrible my sleep schedule is. <3