Exysexyme
The Dead Woman's Journal
Hi.
People call me Vinnie.
I'm just an ordinary girl living an ordinary life.
Not a good human.
Not a good daughter.
Not a good friend.
I have no house in my name.
No real job.
No savings.
No life insurance.
I don't even have a future plan.
But somehow...
the world is still kind enough to let me exist in it.
I still have a place to sleep.
I still eat three times a day.
I still do my hobbies.
I still get lazy.
I still breathe.
So I guess I should be grateful.
But why am I still so empty?
Sometimes I wonder...
maybe I don't belong here.
And sometimes...
I wish I could disappear from this life
and wake up in another one.
A world where I actually matter.
Where my presence changes something.
Where my pain has meaning.
Where my love isn't wasted.
Where I finally belong.
A world where I can be me
without apologizing for being small, quiet, and ordinary.
I just want a life
that feels real.
Because right now...
I feel like I'm only half here.
If there's another world out there-
Where I'm braver there.
Where I'm loved there.
And if that day would come...
Then...
Goodbye to a life
that never really felt like mine.
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