hello, everyone!! ang dami ko ng utang sa inyo and i really apologize for keeping y'all waiting. i'll be honest, lately i've been feeling burnt out. i feel like i'm slowly losing my spark in writing, not in a way na hindi ko na 'to totally gusto ituloy, (i still do, trust me) it's just that some personal stuff is getting in my way. my studies, my personal life, and everything else are making me feel drained. sadyang nahihirapan akong bumalik sa mundong binuo ko kapag medyo natitigil ako sa pagsusulat—mahirap kalaban ang writer's block and time management. kahit pa i wanted to write, once na natambak or nag-pause ako ng matagal, it feels difficult for me to return. parang, i'm restarting from zero again. that's what it feels like. pero i want my story to be authentic kasi, kaya minsan di ako makapagsulat ng buo hangga't di bumabalik yung creative juices sa utak ko or hangga't i feel like i want to write again. i don't want to force this din kasi writing and this very first au that i published means a lot to me. sa spazzing ko lang din minsan nailalabas yung kaunting free time ko recently, kaya kung mapapansin niyo, mas active ako sa fb. pero yunn, still wanna apologize for making you feel like you're hanging on. still, thank youu sa lahat ng support niyo. ik this letter might be unnecessary, but i still want to give an update to let you all know why i haven't been updating lately. but i hope, mahintay niyo pa din ako. huhuhu. nagpapahinga lang din ako. kumukuha ng energy ulit. pero hindi ko to isusuko!! thank u ulit xoxo!
coming back soon.
– ichi
