Here's a thing that I actually really despise more than me despising annoying people. It's clowns that I despise and the reason was the killer clown 2016 which was 8 years ago and I was 6-7 years old by that time which I didn't know there were killer clown sightings. My mom told me in 2021 about it and I honestly started to feel some type of hatred as if I wanted to beat the crap out of a killer clown which is why I need to learn how to defend myself.