Ezy

hiya!! i know you probs won't see this and if you do you'll prob see it wayyy later but that's kinda the point!!
          
          we wanna say hi!! and also yap fofr a bit :P honestly theres def a better place i could be doing this but oh well. i should be asleep rn but dont wanna.
          
          theres quite a decent lot going on! which is normal but things have been stacking up more than i would like? idk, either way, doesnt matter as i do still have fun sometimes!! during the breaks at school i get to yap so much!! and one of my friends is a newer friend which means i get to have so much more yaps that wont be repetetive cause i havent brought it up before!!
          
          oh and also i played REPO today with salt!! i will say though, dont like the loom mob though. IT WAS SO TERRIFYING!!! neither of us knew that it existed in the game and oh my gosh... we didnt know its attack stragety and so we kinda died, sad i know :<
          
          either way it was still fun!! also birthday boy sucks!!!! he was blocking the one path with his stupid balloons and he sucks so badly like aaaaaaaaa!!! 
          
          anyways, hope you've been doing great!! :3

I feel the need to explain some things. I did leave about two weeks ago and I am going to stay gone. But I feel as if I didn't explain enough to you all and I want to wrap this up and tie up all my loose ends!
          
          First my reasons (that I can say). I want to focus on less fanfic based projects. Along with the demotivation for every book I have ever written on this account. My interest for the fandom disappearing. Then my mental blockades that I just can't deal with all this writing. 
          
          Now I also am and was not in the best mental state. I'm unstable and so close to relapsing that I'm hanging on by a thread. 
          
          I do love this account and the memories made with you all. It's awesome and your the kindest people I have meet this year and a half have been some of my best online. 
          
          Now I hate to leave my books on open ends so I plan to make a summary at the end of each unfinished book. You all are free to rewrite them or finish them! I would love for you to do so! I might even see it (; 
          
          Now I am planning on becoming an actual writer one day. I am very good at writing for my age (highschool). I will take a bit to actually publish anything. But if you actually are invested I promise to make a post on this account when my first book comes out. You also have my first name and my initial. 
          
          I wish you all a wonderful day and life. I may sometimes pop onto this website but if I do I don't think I'll interact much! 
          
          With more love than I can contain, 
          Tessa S.

Goodbye Friends I cant write anymore and I wish to leave this lovely community maybe I will come back one day but look for my name on book spines ten years in the future.
          
          Your Writer
          - Tessa S.

Im tweaking out trying to find a reference picture that I’ve used but I used it like months ago and I can’t find it! T^T (I found it on actual google I have been searching for actual hours nothing compares to it)

Me with Insomnia: Stays awake until 1am, sleeps somehow. 
          
          Wakes up at 11am proceeds to sleep another 3 hours. 
          
          I just woke up... I have insomnia how does this happen-

Update! The Voting Has Ended! 
          
          So it was for a Vampires POV to rewrite with 
          
          Scott - IIII
          
          Cleo - III
          
          Owen - III
          
          Shelby - II
          
          There were others but these were the highest four. I feel iffy about Scotts because of the vibe and the way I would write it. But I'm debating. I think I might write Owens POV if I want to do another Cleo's POV and then if I actually wanna do Scotts I might.?
          
          Also I've now watched 
          
          Scotts POV
          Owens POV 
          Pyros POV
          Abolishes POV
          Legundos POV
          
          Man I don't know how I watched all those without dying. Im thinking of doing Pearls next any recommendations? :3
          
          -Ezy : Tessa

hiya!! >:3

Btw if I ever mention my partner I'll call the My Jester! It's a nickname I have for them! Also they use basically any pronouns they don't care I usually do They/Them though! Anyway My Jester isn't active on this site so they don't have an account and I'm kinda glad even though they also read fanfiction I don't want them to read mine T^T
          
          -Tessa

!!VOTE!!
          
          Hello! We are obsessed with vampires so I'm gonna make a book. It's pretty plain just a retelling of their whole POV but kinda twisted by me and my head cannons! 
          
          I need to know what POV to rewrite so I need you guys to vote! I'm not listing them out just say the top two or three people you see me wanna like write fully! I also may do ships if the person I choose is in one! :D
          
          - Ezy : Tessa

Me on POV number four and counting of vampires smp... 
          
          All of them including my multiple ships... 
          
          Majorscythe,
          
          Flamelocke
          
          Owen x Louis (kinda forgot their ship name)
          
          We're so cool friends. 
          
          I've watched 
          
          Scotts
          
          Owens
          
          Pyros 
          
          Almost done with abolishes.
          
          :3 So cool besties