Ezzy721
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I genuinely don’t get adults anymore because what do you mean im sitting at the top of the stairs trying to hold back tears and you ask why and i say im tired but you just say “im tired to yet you still see be here blah blah blah” and don’t give me a chance to explain.
I am so fucking tired. It’s not the physical kind that sleep can heal. This is the lack of motivation to do anything. I have so much trouble getting out of bed in the morning and the only motivation is so that my mom or dad won’t yell at me.
My mom yells too much. At this point she might as well yell at me for breathing. It’s so fucking confusing how she can be so loving and then two seconds later yell at me because I didn’t take out the trash two seconds before.
Adults think we have it so easy but in reality no the fuck we dont. From the ages of 5 - 18 were taught to be still for 6 - 8 hours a day with minimal time outside or doing anything other than homework. Then they always ask “oh why dont you go outside more why dont you socialize more” like why do you think
I go to an art school where I can peruse my passions in acting singing and drawing. I can’t do that at another school. And now after only two years of being here youre taking me away from all of my closest friends because you dont like that they call you a preferred name or pronouns or whatever which is SO FUCKING STUPID!
And PLEASE stop trying to force me into religion! If “god” is so good then why the fuck do I hate myself so much! Why are we going through so much financially and medically! Whenever I bring up my mental health my mom is just like “oh pray itll help” but no matter how much I “prayed” to whatever god WASNT there nothing worked. So explain that!
And finally can adults please stop acting like mental health of a minor doesn’t matter. One of my best friends almost killed themself and adults act like they’re just over exaggerating. No the fuck were not!
Ezzy721
@florynce1313 thanks Saoirse I really don’t think I express how much I appreciate you quite enough and I doubt my “mother” will get better
florynce1313
Omg ezzy I am so sorry you feel this way. I really hope that when you go to a different school people will treat you well and I hope your bad-word-of-a-mother sees the error of her ways and becomes a better person/mom
Ezzy721
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I genuinely don’t think I can do this shit much longer!
Im sorry for the rant!
