calum

haiii I knowwww no one knows what I'm on about but the butterfly(gramon) rewrite aka a sign from god is  ... a new book entirely hahaha but I think it's my best work to date! I know you read it originally because of the people it was written about but I poured my heart and soul into this thing !! It explores violence, addiction, love, hatred, passion, queer identity, and mental illness. its a part of me. as I've been on this journey of writing this book (4 years btw) I have gone through so much pain, change, and even a gender journey; thus a queer journey!! I was a a they/them lesbian when i started this shit and now I am a gay man... wouuwwwww!!! 
          
          anyway. I keep saying soon but SOON! I have about 4 chapters left and I am working on a very difficult scene between spencer greene (formerly graham coxon) and damon edwards, whose name I kept because it suits the character perfectly. I always say he's evil in a girly way. (he's a bitch). as this story comes to a close I am reflecting on how my life's changed since it's beginning and how deeply personal it is to me. I'm almost scared to publish it because its so vulnerable, but I am also desperate to get it into the world. 
          
          I don't know. I feel like I've cooked up something amazing. I have something to say, and I'm almost ready to say it !! EEEEEEEE !!!! 
          
          if u want updates pls follow me on twitter @F1LMSTARR <3

if anyone is out there… the butterfly rewrite will be up soon! it’s now called “A Sign From God.” This story will feature all original characters, but follow the same plot of the original. It will be on ao3, my tumblr, (@by-the-candlel1ght) and here! Thank you so much. 

hai… so, I know it’s been a long time and things have changed. I thought I’d post and say that I’ve rewritten butterfly with new characters, and it’s changed a lot. I will likely start posting soon. let me know if you’re interested in reading. thanks 

sorry everyone 

Hi. In light of the current situation I'm not sure I will continue to publish my books. They are all finished, however. Let me know your thoughts. 

hello!! I really need y'all to answer this: 
          
          what part of Damon's life do you want to see more of with this sequel/spin off? More of his life before Graham? Life after the first story ends? His time away from Graham? 
          
          please let me know! The first chapter should be up soon :) xx -Calum

OOPS lowkey think I wrote my genetic predisposition to Bipolar Disorder into butterfly!damon 

I listen to taylor swift while I write

NVM MY NEW STORY IS UP PLEASE READ HIM

sorry y'all