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I’m in Cape Verde right now I’m giggling so hard, I haven’t been on holiday in 8 whole fucking years, but I forgot about the time difference so I started texting my boyfriend and he told me it was 11:30 back at home and he has school tmr… oops! And my friend is being a little bit of a bitch, she took loads of pics with our friend group and sent them to me saying “look at how much fun we had without you” ITS MY FIRST DAY GONE!! but I’m deciding that’s her way of saying she misses me :) anyway I sent her a picture of a palm tree back and said imagine being at school YEAH TAKE THAT and she’s starting this with my boyfriend again so I’m trying not to worry about that anyway that was my little update goodbye people have a good day or night

It’s like 6:30 am and I’m literally never awake at this time but omg I’m going on a plane today I’m so exited and I get to miss like over a week over school!! But my friend was annoying me yesterday she wouldn’t let me see my boyfriend at break or lunch (this is the same friend that broke me and him up!?) which is the only time I can see him at school and he had a detention after so I didn’t even get to say goodbye in person :( but get this he’s so cute, I texted him saying “I’m going to miss you” and he said, “I already do” ughhhhhh I love him ok rant over I’m just exited and cba getting out of bed

me and my boyfriend are planning our first kiss heh 
          And non of us has ever kissed anyone so it’s even better yay 

IM GOING TO CAPE VERDE TOMORROW YEYEHEHHE

IM GOING ON HOLIDAY IN 2 DAYS YEAAAHHHHHHH 
          I HAVNT BEEN ON HOLIDAY SINCE 2017 

sorry about the spam Iv just thought of that oops, but this is the last one I promise, Iv tried so hard to gaslight myself into thinking I’m good with children or that I like them but I just can’t. I’m not good with children like I can barely socialise with people my own age why would I be able to with someone half my age. My other little cousin is 7 but he acts 5 but he has the knowledge of a 75 yro like huh what now 

Then when we got back, some of my family is staying with us tonight,  my younger cousin who’s like 7 wanted to make bracelets with me (awww) so we were and he asked me to make him a copy of one of my bracelets, which is a black white and red one that says “something great” which I made myself ;) and bare in mine it’s about 1am so I literally wanna get in bed and he then asks he to finish the one he’s doing and I’m trying my hardest not to fall asleep lmao

I went to my cousins 18th birthday party today and there was too many people for my liking :’) like I knew nobody there and I couldn’t even text my boyfriend because hes somewhere with no wifi :( like I am not a people person AT ALL. but the dj was playing wmyb so had to dance ( I HATE dancing HATE HATE HATE) and I was freezing bruuuuu

What’s everyone’s favourite no-skip album? Mines AM (which I’m listening to right now for the 3rd time tonight) like I genuinely do not have one complaint about any of the songs in it 

so um today was a LOT, me and my boyfriend broke up and then we got back together ToT in the space of 3 hours. he thought he could get rid of me that easily, well he thought wrong ;) no but in all seriousness those 3 hours made me realise just how much I love him and how amazing he is :( he’s literally the sweetest boy I know I can’t believe I lost him (then I was brave and texted him then we sorted things out)