F4Y3W00D5

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i both love and hate this guy im talking to rn. interesting convos, fun to interact with, but he makes me so incredibly fucking anxious. hes the new host of my boyfriends system and he seems to reckon we aint worth his time and prefers their partner systems who NEVER prioritise them and half the time GO OUT OF THEIR FUCKING WAY to hurt them so what the actual fuck. Also I so was not meant to be polyamorous so fuck my life idk what to do

F4Y3W00D5

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i both love and hate this guy im talking to rn. interesting convos, fun to interact with, but he makes me so incredibly fucking anxious. hes the new host of my boyfriends system and he seems to reckon we aint worth his time and prefers their partner systems who NEVER prioritise them and half the time GO OUT OF THEIR FUCKING WAY to hurt them so what the actual fuck. Also I so was not meant to be polyamorous so fuck my life idk what to do

F4Y3W00D5

Hey, yknow what, maybe I'll come back. Aint really into creepypasta anymore, but like, why not try and continue regardless? People seemed to like it. Might post some of my original crap too...

Azf0023

@F4Y3W00D5 Well, I’ll definitely take a look at your original stuff!! I love seeing people make their own creations and characters. No offense to the crp fandom, but god it’s so boring nobody does anything different in there with the “canon” crp characters, the reason why 90% of the people in that fandom left is because they eventually get bored of seeing the same characters not try to be anything different. 
            
            Hell, take a look at Undertale, the fandom still remains very strong because people continually make different alternative au’s and give different twist to the characters, every other fandom does that but not creepypasta because everybody is so obsessed with “canon” material source so that’s especially why I hate crp tbh
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F4Y3W00D5

@Azf0023 
            yeahh i was just considering it cos not long back someone was practically begging me to continue and i feel bad </3
            and my original stuff is for sure superior, its just a matter of whos gonna read it ig?
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Azf0023

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@F4Y3W00D5 (and plus since the fandom has changed now…they aren’t going to be too nice with the Ben drowned x reader or oc stuff, they’re just gonna scream how he’s 12 and all of that bullshit)
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F4Y3W00D5

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in other news my girlfriend and i have broken up and she is apparently a horrible person and so her system has now forced her into a bottomless pit to fall eternally. 
          I am pretending this is not real and shit but eh

F4Y3W00D5

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agh some dick threatened su!c!de cos of smth my gf said that WASNT THAT BAD and now my gf is afraid of pretty much EVERYONE and according to the auditor (an alter in my gfs system) she only even goes NEAR front when noone else is nearby
          so now i miss my gf cos some dick made her scared of people :<
          Auditor says im one of the few people shes not scared of. And im not allowed to sh or anything cos of this even tho idk if ill see her again cos according to her im the last hope of my gf ever being happy. so fuck that guy. idc if he regrets it now, IT STILL FUCKING HAPPENED

F4Y3W00D5

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ugh. i come on for the first time in ages and obviously the first thing i see is a transphobe
          like BITCH IF MY GIRLFRIEND WASNT ALLOWED TO TAKE HORMONES SHE WOULD BE FUCKING DEAD RN. AND THEREFORE I WOULD TOO, AND SO WOULD A BUNCH OF OTHERS
          youre entitled to your own opinion UNTIL YOU BECOME A BIGOTED FUCKING ASSHOLE
          
          this is why i avoid this hellhole.

F4Y3W00D5

@-B4d-B1TCH-Bl0nd1E- 
            not sure but its rather odd-
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hoodieizawsome

Hey how's everything going 
          You okay?

hoodieizawsome

@hoodieizawsome damn man  if u need to talk I'm here
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F4Y3W00D5

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@hoodieizawsome 
            Eh. i might do a assault report against my dad soon. nervous about that. and i think i fucked up with my gf yesterday and im terrified shes angry at me (she doesnt get angry tho she just gets sad and she was crying cos of one of my friends the other day and i havent blocked him so what if she does but she prolly doesnt its just paranoia) so uh. anxiety and stuff but... i was about to say physically im fine but im not so lets ignore that
            if my gfs not angry or sad at me im fine
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