it’s a working progress, they say. sorting out problems and distancing myself stings. it hurts so much more than i can’t bear sometimes. i hate overthinking like this. i hate taking time away because it takes me so long to think about what i feel, what to do, how to deal with it. i don’t want to tell anyone because i feel like i can deal with this on my own. but it feels wrong to keep it all inside. i need to relax.