lauren

he asked me what i was afraid of. 
          
          perhaps it's the outcome of the feeling. 
          
          or maybe it's the consequences that will come if anything happens. 
          
          truthfully, my biggest fear is losing you. 

and as i held on, i felt him slowly let go

i want to tell you how i feel but the thought of you knowing scares me so much

talking to you is filling up my stomach with so much butterflies i forgot to eat today

i want to know everything about you

i wonder if you wait by your phone for my responses like i do

i deleted clouds again (what a surprise) but only because im gonna make it OC !!

get a load of this monster, he doesn't know how to communicate. his mind is in a different place. will everybody please give him a little bit of space?

sigh

i just want friends like,, please