Hi friends. I want to say something-
I've been feeling really bad that I haven't been updating Wattpad as much lately, and I’m going to tell it to you straight- it's because I've been on Tumblr, but I don't like it nearly as much and it lacks the emotional value and the feeling of home that I have here on wattpad. It's not a very healthy community. When I went to you guys, I felt like I was going to a community to which I really belonged and who would accept me for myself. Tumblr is a lot of stepping on eggshells and watch-what-you-say, and I had to keep up to fit in. Here, it didn’t matter whether I used caps or censored a different sort of word or whatever. I can be myself with you.
And we’re all joined under Fall Out Boy, our home, what keeps us alive and swinging, what wakes us up and helps us sleep, our heartbeat, our air, our voice, and everything about it is meaningful when I’m here with you.
This is my apology letter to you, whether you’re a profile passersby, a follower, a friend. I’m sorry. I want to come home. I love you all.
I’m gonna try. I’m gonna try to unglue myself from Tumblr and get back on here. I want to go back to the way things were, and I don’t know if that’s possible, but I’m gonna try. There are still a few things I like, like publishing fics on my ao3 with my Tumblr friend betaing me, or a Kik group chat with a few of my other Tumblr friends. I’m gonna try to have mixed interests, two sides. Things have changed, and that’s okay. Back to watching FOB interviews and live performances all day. Back home. And I think that’s what’ll make me happy.
I love you all so so so much and I’d take a bullet for anyone of you at any given moment. I’m here for you if you have problems, or just to scream about Fall Out Boy, or just a casual talk about your day. You all mean the world to me. Please forgive me.
Your homewrecker with a heart of gold,
FOBfan78
