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Kailan ba ako seswertehin sa buhay? 

I feel unmotivated. Maybe because im about to get my period again. 

My mom just sent me the email of a gov agency in our province. She told me to apply, well not straightforwardly. She wants me back to the province. I told them that I won’t be able to spend both Xmas and new year with them because of work. 

I feel sad. I feel negative vibes from a coworker. I miss home. I wanna sleep more than 8 hours. I feel so drained; I just wanna cry and pour my hearts out. I feel uncomfortable towards these persons.

I’m gonna have my period! I’m hony nd emtolnal 

I miss crying. Ever since I moved here in the city it feels hard to cry the way I used to cry—ugly crying feeling miserable. I feel like my emotions are being suppressed. Maybe because I work 72 hours a week and I live with other 3 girls in our studio apartment. 

may mens na naman 

I’m so tired

sino ba kasi nakaimbento ng weekend duty huhu

hello loveliest friends !
          
          
          it’s been a month since i started my second job, this time in the big city :D