i basically took down each one of my stories, except for that rant book i never update lol and right now im trying to work on something i can finally finish. im not sure what its gonna be, it could be anything and im glad to be in a place where i give myself the possibility to wander through my ideas instead of putting myself down and doubting every little thing my mind comes up with.
it still is a struggle, because i could use a let out through my writing, like i used to do years back, but for some reason the more i grow up, the less i count on my abilities. im still conviced i can do better, i can write better than i used to, i can always achieve what i want to achieve, but at the same time something is holding me back and i cant quite figure it out.
i hope i'll get out of this negative thoughts circle soon enough.