Shawn

OH MY GOD..I LOVED YOUR COMMENTS ON MY BOOK ..THANK YOU

Hey I just published my first book ever ..I would love if you could give it a read ..And I would love constructive criticism. I totally understand if you don't want to though and I respect that .Have a nice day ❣

Don't you just hate when you make up conversations or situations that you know will never exist? And you make those situations or conversations because in them, you're not alone in your suffering. And when you wake up and see reality, you feel heartbroken for reasons you can't place. Because you're alone. And no understands or cares because if they did, you wouldn't be alone. I wish I wasn't alone.

I finally changed my pfp. :)

@Yellowstone19 ofc, np  :)

Guys, I need to release a small rant. 
          I posted a comment saying what I believe about my religion. I said, "God would never harm you, it's a test and you're going to be stronger because of your suffering." This person told me they were raped at 3 and that I wasn't allowed to believe in God. I tried to tell go give them an example of my childhood to help them I know relate to their situation. I told them I was molested at 3 and that they can believe what they want. Then they had the "decency" to tell me I was lying. Now I'm really upset. That was a really traumatic experience for me and it affects many of the decisions I make to this day. I just needed to rant because now I have to go to the store and try to act like I'm not really upset about this. 

*me on a bad day*: Can I use the restroom?
          Teacher: I don't know, can you?
          Me: Well, I think its pretty fucking obvious I can, but that fact that I'm going out of my way to ask you politely instead of rushing out means something. *cheeky grin*

Me talking to friends: *speaks perfectly fine*
          Me talking at school and even online: *turns into a stuttering mess that can't read or speak*
          
          Yeah... that just happened during my college preparatory class. *smacks forehead*

So, I was talking to my friend and she was saying that her crush is really horny apparently. I happen to know this because I'm kind of friends with him. Anyway, she was like "What if it just happens one night?" And I said "LOOK. AT. ME. DON'T. BE. SILLY. WRAP.  YOUR. WILLY."
          She still didn't take me seriously so I said "If you feel the need to make a connection, wrap that mother freaking erection." And she burst out laughing. I don't want to see that screwed up kid in that dysfunctional family is she ends up being a pregnant teen mom. 
          Omg, can somebody help me? I'm crawling in my skin... ok I'll leave now.

Kinda random, BUT.... yeah. 
          
          So, some of you know that I took a break from around June to August from all social media, including Wattpad. Before I took a break, I would go to bed, wake up, and have like 100-200 notifications. Now when I get on in the morning, I have like maybe 10. Do y'all know what happened? I am just lame or did a lot of people stop using Wattpad? I am confusion.
          
          Anyway, thanks for listening to my Ted Talk, see ya later!