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so i just got finished watching the rest of popee the performer.
          
          
          
          im questioning my life right now
          but i mean can't say i didn't enjoy it

So around 10-15 minutes ago, an alarm goes off for no reason. Really loud, too. It's fucking coming from my dad's old phone and it scared the shit out of me. It was like, take the old windows start up sound, and make it a bit more modern and make it an alarm. I didn't even set it, which is the weird part!! I fucking,, gah I hate alarms or anything sound wise in the middle of the night. Always have.

"What's on your mind?" It says
          
          ...
          
          ass and tiddy

Boop!

@Leafera
          @GlowstoneIsTrash
          You two are my life. My best friends.
          Maybe more than just 'best friends'.
          I hope I never lose you two.
          <3

I swear to fucking god if wattpad doesn't send my fucking message one more goddamn time in going to FUCKING LOSE IT.

here are some names i came up with for my friends and i:
          lily - king trashcan
          me - daddy trashcan't
          bryson - trashcunt
          uwu

'ello fellow fuckbois
          i need your opinion on something
          should i do an art book?
          like
          i don't know how but
          still
          should i do one? it seems like a cool idea
          you guys would get to see stuff that i wouldn't normally post on my dA
          like sketches n shit, 'cause sketches are cool
          mk well cya later, gonna go back to feeling like shit
          but you all stay strong, mk? bye <3

*sees name in bio* 
          
          *flufflepuff gasp*

(ik this is super fuckin late but who cares im gonna do it anyway)
          ok can i like go on a rant for a sec
          like a long time ago you were able to post about your feelings and people would be there to comfort you, right? 
          well nowadays i feel like i can't post my feelings anywhere without looking like an attention whore. anybody else feel like this??
          like i just want to tell people how i'm feeling and not be seen as an attention whore.
          and this is a bit side tracking but it's even in real life now like i feel like i'm not allowed to tell people my feelings whatsoever without looking like an attention whore
          so we can just make this a rant
          if you want
          i just hate the feeling of posting my feelings online. i hATE IT. i don't wanna seem like an attention whore
          so it's kind of hard to be sad anymore without thinking to myself "your feelings don't matter, you're acting like an attention whore get over it"
          anybody else feel this way?
          mk gonna go back to making my animation sketch cya my fellow fuckbois