FYDYshddYdustYsyde

i want to be a robot

FYDYshddYdustYsyde

updates:
          1. i am still very much the same (besides being more reclusive)
          2. that old lore and all sonas have been thrown out or have been repurposed
          3. don't ask me to be your friend. 
          4. i will always be cringe.

FYDYshddYdustYsyde

also i almost died again, thus SHIN-DA (Died).
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FYDYshddYdustYsyde

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as for why my name is still shin i'm still watching super sentai to this day lol!
            i don't think i want to conform back into brainlet tiktok shit like "indie rpg mascot horror" slop.
            i think i will start rock climbing and trying my hand at robots again, i think that would be fitting.
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FYDYshddYdustYsyde

i don't have anything left
          everything isnt right and its wfitten wrong and im stupid and i hate it
          
          and i cant do anything im just nothing and im no one anymore who evrn am i? just a shell of what i used to be
          so what even is the point of it? everyone already thinks i'm stupid behind my back so wjy bother trying go fix something they permanently think of me as? a useless wannabe hero thats who.
          
          i can never be someone, i cannot be anything at all, i am nothing but something that was once there

FYDYshddYdustYsyde

please someone end this delusion that i am other than human, other than anything that could be like anyone else
            
            i dont want to die as something i'm not
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FYDYshddYdustYsyde

i like to create replicas of my friends with dolls or trinkets just to talk to something i could pretend liked me or at least thought of me as human.
            
            i don't want to be a talking doll or a being beyond understanding i'm like you and you are like me so why do you see me like that? i'm just as human as you are.
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