I feel really uncomfortable in this situation. You act like I'm not even there, but you should know I am... It's getting annoying, saying how much you love him. If you do so much, try harder! I don't see you trying at all, I see you just looking at him when he's the one to talk to you first. I can't help you, no one can... Except for yourself, you have to be brave . If you keep this going you won't ever have a chance, we hold each other's feelings but nothing changed between us. We were still happy friends, and even if we are dating I play it out normally, like we are still good friends. I don't avoid him, but you do that. You should try talking to him if you want him to notice how beautiful you are. Don't just support, support and trust yourself you can make him realize. If you want to be closer, talk! Don't just ignore him, it would be awkward. Keep your cool and just go along. (Not hating)